Worries..

I am in this midsummer funk, where all I do is worry and get angry and bitchy. Sorry if I snap at you. The job I took fo rthe summer seems less and less ideal, and instead of being excited I'm getting a sinking feeling i my stomach thinking about it. I also doubt that I am goign to make as much $ this summer as expected, which means more bills, and definately a second job at Tulane. Which birngs me to teh next big set of worries. Now that I've decided on an English and Communications major, a bit too late, I am not taking any classes in those feilds, at all this semester. Which means I'm pretty royally fucked. In terms of study abroad, and choices of classes and other stupid bullshit I'm not equipped to think about. I don't have housing, and if I do, it will be in a dorm i do not wish to live in, which means I'm either stuck there, or have to move half-way through the semester. Either way suckage, major suckage ensues. Finally, I spent freshman year doing NO activites. Which mean I have to beef up my extracurricular resume like.. NOW. Grr. And double Grr. Finally, to add to all this, I don;t even know for sure I am going there, seeing as I have not yet received my financial aid status. And my entire family has been lectureing me and giving me bs becuase Carly is going there now too, which means EVERYONE has been saying how stupid I am to do this and so on...The only positive thing I have to say now is that I have a great family, great relationship and great friends. I know that even through all this bs stress, I can count on everyone's support and distractions..

Conversational Gems and my day

planetmars03 (12:42:15 AM): how have you been?Muse of Random (12:43:28 AM): irritated, but happy today cause I got the Coolest Bag in the Worldplanetmars03 (12:43:42 AM): awesomeplanetmars03 (12:43:45 AM): whats it like?Muse of Random (12:44:38 AM): oy has an UMBRELLA underneath so i dont get caught in the rain!!planetmars03 (12:44:51 AM): hahaplanetmars03 (12:45:01 AM): i saw the weather channel today and it was raining in new yorkplanetmars03 (12:45:06 AM): and i thought of you~~CptBob8520 (12:46:49 AM): I did decide today that Kate Maberly is hotCptBob8520 (12:47:11 AM): and before you go calling me a pedophile she's 22 now!~~Otherwise, I did laundry today, and saw Carly, (YAY SHE PASSED HER ROAD TEST), shopped with Debby and went to one of the nicest funerals I've ever seen. My uncle's friend Eddie, whom I haven't seen since I was a little girl, passed away at the young age of 51. While I didn't really know him well, I have several poingient memories of him, an dthey will always stay with me. He was an excellent friend and led a truly wonderful life, and I will never forget him.

Yes, I said boating accident.

The events of late have been quite amusing. Sunday, Charles and I decided to go to a sporting goods store. $159 dollars later, we had in our possesion one (1) inflatable raft, with oars, and one (1) bbq charchoal grill. Brilliant people we are, we decided to take the boat of a test run. In Little Neck Bay, famous for the clams. So we go. And spend an hour inflating the thing, notbeing able to find all the holes.. and finding a sport to launch. The second we get into the water (read mud) we hear a small pop and see massive bubbles floating to the surface. The boat is taking on water!! And we're flipping out and pushing each other into the mud, scrambling to shore... To make a long store short, we ended up gross and muddy, with a defective raft. Unfotunalty, My cell phone was among the passengers of theat fateful inagural run of the CMS Raft, and thus forth I cannot make phone calls until I canget the stupid machine to work. For those of you that have her #, reach me on Carly's cell.

Liz - I finally watched Hedwig and Angry Itch. I liked :)

Yesterday, on the first day of Restaurant Week (which means 20 bucks for a pirx fixe lunch at NYC's best retaurants), so Carly Lauren Daniel and I head int othe city for Lunch at the Tribeca Grill (owned by RObert DeNiro and some other randoms), which was quite good. We walked tro th Hudson and then played ping pong at a park, before we decided to head home. Carly Lauren and I sat in Carly's house where we ate a makeshift dinner, and then at Lauren's house, where we looked through all her old stuff (read childhood memories, and high school memories). Afterwards, we met up with Moshe, Troy, Marty, Leslie, Deniz, Phil and Tanya and played in a playground.

Adios.

=^)

I had a amazing time celebrating a year. We went to Tavern on the Green and the took a horse carriage ride through the park friday night. It was wonderful, romantic and happy, like a dream. Love. Saturday was orientation at camp , and it was short and boring. But I'm getting excited to be a counselor and help shape the lives of kids. Plus, having fun things to do every day would be nice. After orientation, Carly and I were going to go picnic, but instead ended up doing absolutely nothing. We met up with Charles afterwards and we drove out to meet Laila and spend some time in her town, way out in Bellport. On the way home, Charles Carly and I had a wonderful discussion on philosophy, religion and humanity. I discovered a lot about my own beliefs, and will discuss that perhaps at a later date. This week is the last one before work, trying to fit in a lot of stuff. Miss you, love you Tulane-ians.